Well, it's taken me some time just to get to Day 4 of the wild woman challenge. Not because I was busy with work or anything like that. It was simply because I was in the wilderness becoming a wild woman. When I first started the challenge I was super excited to start this next chapter of my life. I knew it would be a little challenging but this experience has been far beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I got to day three but something just didn't feel right. Like God was telling me to go back and start over because there were things I needed to hear but I missed them the first time. Then doubt started to plant in my head. I'm like maybe I'm not ready for this, maybe I'm doing it for the wrong reasons, maybe I haven't done enough, maybe this isn't my time, maybe I'm not who God needs me to be for this. I felt really bad like I was letting myself and God down. I was going through a depression and I needed this. I needed this to bring me out of that darkness. So there were days I'd be doing the challenge and I just didn't hear from God. I wasn't feeling the connection. Then I realized it was because I wasn't listening. There was a step I missed before I started this challenge and that was selfceare. Once I had a chance to relax, pray, meditate, breathe, stretch, listen to music, write, sing... just focus on myself a little. I could then take on the challenge and receive God's message. I've been taking my time with this thing. Going back to re-watch if I need to and being patient with myself because it aint easy. It's a very emotional life changing process. Day 4... I'm still here and I'm still fighting to be a Wild Woman. Thank you God!