I started the Wild Woman challenge and truly felt like i was making a connection to God and doing some true healing. I allowed myself to deviate from my usual schedule and began feeling in the dumps these last few days. This evening, I decided to get back on the saddle and begin day 2. After listening to the message and the tasks, i realized that subconsciously, i may have been running from a breakthrough moment out of fear of confronting my emotions head on.
I truly listened to "You Don't Miss A Thing" by Bethel and allowed the words to flow from my heart. I was honest with myself about the anger and hurt I have felt from losing my grandmother and father within months of each other. and when it was time for God to speak to that hut woman he did. He let me know that they, just like Him, have not forsaken me and that they are in each and everything i do when i do it with love. And he let me know how proud they are of the woman I will become. Thank you.