Sarah talked about the place of uncertainty, and I'm defiantly there right now. It's like I know God has his hand on me because my wilderness in the unknown. I was always taught to know what's next. And the minute I don't my anxiety rises to it's upmost high. The fear of poverty drove me to make decisions of myself, not decisions of God. I'm uncertain what's next but Gods been manifesting things that I would of never thought to do. God has me putting my time and energy into something that is new and uncomfortable. But for once that's okay. For once I'm not anxious, for once I'm living in the wildness and not afraid.